Thought:
Courage is not the freedom from fear but being afraid and still going on.

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Here I am completely dependent on someone else's agenda, on someone else to whether I will eat today... to get my food, where I go, what I do, when I get home to sleep.... it can be worrisome at times for me... And always very trying.

"Therefore do no worry about what you will eat or about your body, what you will wear. Life is more htan food and the body more than clothes... if that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and gone tomorrow, how much more will he clothe you..."(Luke 12:22)